I really don’t know how to title something that really is about nothing. My day has not been the greatest so I guess that will be my topic.
Our second cold front is getting here so I really have had no relief with my feet and hands. I love the cooler weather, I tolerate it much better than the heat. I guess there is just no middle ground.
I spend a lot of time alone except when I am working at school. I guess that is why I like these blog sights. My sister lives about four hours from me so I don’t see her often. She is on the computer and phone all day at work so she really don’t want to spend her evenings doing the same. I have three nephews, and all are about grown so they really don’t have time for me either. I really am not having a pity party, I just wanted everyone to understand why I write so much about nothing.
My sister does not really live that far but she also is a diabetic, and neither one of us can see well enough to drive in unknown territory!!!!:scared: My husband works six days a week, mostly 10 to 12 hour days so it is hard for him to get away also. Ok I think I am whining again.
I was reading on this meditation thing and wonder if it would help me. I have trouble sitting still for very long, which would be a problem to start out. I tried today to do the quick meditation and could not clear my mind. Lynn is home now with the football game going so I really could not clear my mind. He is getting hard of hearing and lord he can rock the house with his tv. It is a good that I don’t watch much tv because I can not hardly hear the other one over his. When I do want to watch something it is live the battle of the volume here:sneaky2: When he gets up and goes to the bathroom or outside I turn it down and it takes him awhile to realize he is not hearing it as well!!!!!!!!!! Relief for a short time. It is a good thing that we don’t have close neighbors!!!! I told you I write a lot about nothing:
I also get side-tracked real easy. That’s why I would never make a good writer.
I have a page on myspace. and some of the kids at school visit me regularly. They think I am a crazy woman sometimes, but hay I keep them entertained. I get up close and personal sometimes, maybe too close. One of my relatives told me I needed to get a life, well this is my life and I don’t guess it is a bad one.
On the subject of blogs, and being affiliated with one brings me to another topic. Is it wrong to write down for the public to read about your personal life? Should I be talking to God instead of the public? Well I do talk to God all the time. Sometimes I feel he is like my blogs and just does not answer. I know that he really does answer me in his own time but gee sometimes, no most times I am not very patient. I’m a right now kinda woman. That has made life hard for me at times. I wanna blame my parents but since they are not here to defend themselves I guess I won’t. Romans 5:3-4 says “And not only so, but we glory in tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope:
I know one day I will accept that and it will be alright. That brings me to Romans 10:17-“So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the work of God”
I Watch Dr. Phil sometimes and I don’t always agree with him or his methods. I also have never read one of his books but I remember him talking about “my” “Authentic Self” He said that each of us are where we are in life by the choices we made and will make. This is true and it did not take Dr. Phil to tell me that, but how many of my choices would I change? I guess we all have parts of our life that we wish we could do differently, but for the most part I think I would not change many of my choices. My sister hates Dr. Phil. I told her he must have said something that hit a nerve. She says he gives bad advice..
I am sitting here rambling about nothing and taking up space. I hope all has a good evening.
