I long to see my real Self beyond my thoughts and actions
I need to be the spirit that was me before i made the decision
To come into this world and live out the drama
Of my earthly existence and fulfill my karma.
I long to touch that blue pearl of consciousness
And reach out to my eternal Self hiding in nothingness
To remember what I need to remember
and fulfill my mission to the last ember.
I am lost in this maya this world of illusion
I walk the paths of ignorance and pain and delusion
There in me there is a silent secret observer
That smiles when I am sad and understands me forever.
This is the being that accepts me in all my pain and misery
Who unconditionally loves me after all I have gone through
Who speaks of eternity, acceptance, love, and forgiveness
My higher self the God within the source of my happiness.
