Well i sit here thinking about my week and how completely boring it has been and how thankful i am that the weekend is here atlast. what a busy weekend i have before me, but i like busy. I like having something to do with my time. beside sitting around the house all day doing the same ole same ole. So i have a new favorite movie, “Finding Neverland” why I don’t really know but i can’t get enough of this movie, there is just something magical about it. something that pulls at me. ok sounds crazy but i don’t know how to explain it. I like to write alittle bit poetry that is. today i was on the computer looking through some of the things i have written and i ran across this one called “What people see” the point to the poem is what i let other see when they look at me. only on surface and how they would feel if they really knew me. the inner me. well anywho, as i was reading it I realized that i really don’t know who i am either. I have lived in the shadow of my past for so long that i have lost who I am. I look in the mirror and I don’t really know the person who is looking back at me. I don’t know the person behind those blue eyes that always look so sad. so i am on a quest to find me. Ok may sound alittle silly i’m sure but if you understood my past and the things i have been through then you will see just how important this journey is for me. So i have a new title for a poem “Who I AM” one day I hope to have the word to put to this title.
