I usually get a topic and put it to where I have a meditation and blog to post throughout the networks I am on and at Achieving Life.

Yet in this moment with a few dried tears, only a few hours sleep since Friday morning, and a lot of unknowns I feel like sharing but not sure what.

Sometimes we do things, say things, and feel things that we dislike. We get stuck in circles of questions, doubts, fears, and the unknown. Sometimes it is merely hand a presence of another that sends us trailing back into the realm of possibities and faith.

The journey into the unknown is one we take each day, each moment, but our awareness and perceptions of it vary across the spectrum for our interpretation.

My mom is doing better. She just got out of the CT scan and will know more in a couple days. She is being released from the one health facility tomorrow so long as the leg improvement continues. However, family is still working to get her to the hospital or at least a new doctor.

I am in San Diego - I have had about 4hrs of sleep since Friday morning. I didn't sleep last night and only in the last 45min or so is the migraine I have had letting up. I haven't drank as much fluid as I need, and food well lets just say it isn't quite happening yet.

I don't know what to think of the actions and words of yesterday afternoon and at night with the friend who is letting me stay with him. A lot of emotional stuff and stresses have not been the most beneficial. I am in part very scared, very excied, and wondering a lot of the wtf.

Yet in the simple gesture of thoughts from Catherine, the call last night from my friend Jacob, and a few emails of follow-ups from the Conscious Life Expo I am feeling better and relaxing.

Sometimes it is merely the presence of another being in a moment there even with you - sending a blessing out of peace that makes our perspectives get re-aligned and moving postiviely.

Thank you Catherine and to everyone else. Thank you for the thoughts and prayers for my mom and for your presence and light that you share with the world.

Namaste Debra Macking